Wednesday, May 12, 2010
one day left to live series - 6 months and 13 days
Tomorrow is yet another therapy day. The visual therapist will be visiting Sripathi and evaluating him. BTW last night Sripathi had a tough time getting back to sleep after he woke up at around 2:00 a.m. He got some nap probably 30-40 mins twice this afternoon. I know that's not enough at all. Babies his age are supposed to nap 2 to 4 hours in the day and sleep for 12 hours at night. And Sripathi probably manages to get some 7 hours of sleep during the night and just 40 minutes of nap time during the day. This is the reason i'm trying to find about sleep therapy.
I was just looking up for some quote on sleep and see what i found
People who say they sleep like a baby usually don't have one. ~Leo J. Burke
Good night
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
one day left to live series - 6 months and 12 days
We have to watch him closely for the next couple of days. And tomorrow Miss.Peg will be here to continue on Sripathi's physical therapy.
Let me now go grab that glass of milk i've been wanting to drink for the past 30 minutes of so. And then i'll go catch 40 winks!
Thank you Aparna and Donna
Here is the lovely and my first ever mother's day card from my dear friend Aparna.
Aparna you'll never know how much this card means to me. Thank you and blessings to Sadhana and Charita.
Donna, Thank you for such a heart warming message i received from you today.
I'm sorry to hear about your sixth child, but I'm sure God had a wonderful reason. Though the sweet child had just 5 1/2 months, God chose the baby to live with you. :)
And yes Sripathi does have health problems, though now i'm taking it all in the right stride i really have to thank several people just like you, who have inspired me and motivated me to look at the positive side of everything.
In that aspect I want to mention my gratitude to my mom, for she was the first person to tell me how God has chosen us (me and Aravind my husband) to take care of Sripathi and that proves that God believed that we can give Sripathi all the love he truly deserves.
And thank you for your prayers Donna. May the all knowing almighty always keep your family healthy, wealthy and wise.
"Take nothing for granted in a second it can all be gone"
Monday, May 10, 2010
Thank you from the bottom of America (Florida)
Thanks to a friend who showed us a mentor in Ramu Anna.Thanks to the mentor who made us chant the Nama.
Naive as we were, chanting the Nama, not knowing what it can do.
Thanks to the Nama for it dragged us to the Guru.
Thanks to the Guru who took us into his family.
Thanks to a special family who showered the utmost empathy.
Thanks for their empathy, we felt blessed every moment.
Thanks to the several moments i got to read a book i was lent.
Thanks to the lent book for it taught me a beautiful prayer.
Thanks to the prayer, for i pray it will stick with me forever.
one day left to live series - 6 months and 11 days
So i just gave him 1.2 ml of Tylenol after confirming the same with a best friend/best doctor Lekshmi ji. The tylenol is to make sure he does not get a fever, as fever can trigger seizures.
Even after having the tylenol he had a hard time going to sleep. He did take short naps in the morning and afternoon, but i felt that was not enough. Moreover i had to rock him all along.
I'm trying to find some kind of sleep therapy, but nobody i know really knows anything about a sleep therapy.
Anyway today we went to costco to get Sripathi's passport size photographs taken.
BTW he already has his passport, since we are basically from India, we now need to apply for an Indian visa for Sripathi.
"Take nothing for granted in a second it can all be gone"
Sunday, May 09, 2010
one day left to live series - 6 months and 10 days
But one good part is we have an appointment with him pediatrician tomorrow that we I'm glad that she can check on him to make sure everything is alright.
"Take nothing for granted in a second it can all be gone"
Happy Mother's Day
We had a nice satsang at home. I made a lousy apple-banana cake. I'm wearing a sari that my mom-in-law gifted me for my birthday. Sripathi is wearing the black outfit that I had sewed him yesterday :) And that was one noisy photo session to make sure Sripathi gives a smile.
"Take nothing for granted in a second it can all be gone"
Saturday, May 08, 2010
one day left to live series - 6 months and 9 days
Sripathi is now 6 months and 9 days old. Its because of this soul that I'm changing myself and my life and I'm glad. He has been having an extremely hard time getting to sleep at night leave alone the worst part of getting an afternoon nap. But surprisingly today was a just amazing. He could actually catch up on some nap time without me having to rock him all along. He slept beside me for almost 3 hours, although he did wake up once in between but was able to get back to sleep in less than 20 minutes. I'm not going to prove myself with a photograph of a sleeping Sripathi with the date and time stamped on, as its against our culture to click pictures of a sleeping baby.
And I cannot believe myself that I actually hand sewed an outfit for Sripathi in less than 2 hours. I probably got all that energy just watching him sleep. Though I knit, this is the first time I have sewed anything.
And to mark the big change in my perspective, I decided to take him out for something fun. So off we went to Bruster's for Ice cream. And no I didn't feed my 6 month old any ice cream.
Also as part of the change, my dear husband will be sleeping along with Sripathi every night and will come to get me from the couch when he wakes up to be nursed.
And this is the time I would get to blog.
"Take nothing for granted in a second it can all be gone"
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Monday, February 08, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Y . A . W . N
I was just thinking how my perspective has changed in oh so many ways after we brought our son home. I'm sure many moms can relate to this.
1. I seem to let my husband drive the car more often without any arguments, as I prefer to catch up with some sleep at the back like my son.
2. At home the Boppy is my best friend.
3. I'm not sure if I always mentioned where I’m going or what I’m doing to my husband, ironically now he knows how many times I use the loo.
4. Would kiss the hands of the person who invented diapers and wipes.
5. And the person who invented the wipes warmer deserves a Nobel prize.
6. Cannot appreciate the proverb "Silence is Golden" enough when my son is sleeping.
7. Great - I'm wearing a wrinkled pair of pants and a faded T-shirt while making 6 decisions over what to put on my son... Onsie or sleep 'n play...
8. I could enter my prized collection of gift bags into some weird contest.
9. Facebook seems to be the best entertainment when my son takes his afternoon siesta.
10. While not blogging or facebooking, I keep wondering how did my grand moms ever manage a houseful of children.
Friday, January 08, 2010
Sri Ramu ji
It is said that we should never go in search of a Guru. God in his own way will send a Guru to us. We first listened to one of Ramu ji's discourse back in Hyderabad. We are grateful to Sri Balaji for introducing us to a satsang. The time we met and listened to Ramu ji was a turning point in our lives. It was Sri Ramu ji who stirred us in the path of nama chanting. Ever since we have been blessed with satsangs, nama and the grace of our Guru.
When I think back, I have very less memories of my work life or social life in Hyderabad but more of the wonderful satsangs we had every weekend.
The Seetha Rama Anjaneya temple opposite to Jayaberi on the road towards kothaguda and we sitting in front of the Andal sanidhi having a blissful nama sankeerthan. The satsangs at Sri Balaji's house, Sri Anand and Nithya ji's house, satsangs at construction site with workers. Our trip to Ongole to meet Guruji.
Now that Ramu ji is here, its like reliving those days. Although I'm not able to attend any of the discourses or satsangs so far the mere presence of Sri Ramu ji is so elevating. More so because he could visit and stay at our house, give his blessings to Sripathi and give me this great opportunity to do one small kainkarya of preparing his meals.

Sunday, September 13, 2009
Home Satsang 09-13-2009
Here is a link to the (mp3 format) complete sunday satsang that was conducted at home.
http://www.mediafire.com/?emzymd5kmyt
The satsang started with the chanting of the Mahamantra followed by bhajans. Aravind ji then give a discourse on Jnaneshwar Maharaj, about his parents, birth, siblings, his most popular work - the Jnaneshwari's Gita, his abhangs and his followers. At the end we sang an abhang by Jnaneshwar Maharaj and the closed the satsang with the chanting of Mahamantra and distributions of oranges as prasad.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Mass prayer event at Orlando – August 29th 2009
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Yet another Janmastami Satsang 2009 !!!
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Bhajans on Sri Krishna, his leela, Sriman Narayana, Sri Rama and the ever adorable Panduranga were sung.
Anand ji was leading the bhajans in his own inimitable style.
We had a similar parayanam of the birth of Lord sri Krishna and also the parayanam of the divinely melodious "Venu Geetam".
The satsang concluded with Nama Sankeertan and distribution of very sumptuos prasadam. Everyone throughly enjoyed the satsang and the bhajans. We could all feel the enriching vibes in that large living room .
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Janmastami Satsang 2009 !!!
5 families joined us at home for an evening of bhajans and parayana.
The satsang started with nama sankeertan of the Hare Rama Maha Mantra, followed by several bhajans on Sri Krishna, his leela's, his antics, his beauty and his grace.
Aravind ji, gave a discourse emphasizing on the need for nama sankeertan in this kali yuga and mentioned that there is yet another easier path to attain the Lord, that is the path of Katha Sharavanam. By merely listening to the stories of the Lord one can reach that supreme.
One great example to this path is King Parikshit. During the advent of Kali yuga, King Parikshit was overcome by kali's prowess due to exhaustion and thirst. He committed an unethical action as he did not receive any response from the Shamika Maharishi in his ashram which he happened to cross while tracing his way back to his kingdom after a grueling hunting expedition. He had requested water from the sage who was in deep meditation and did not notice the king. King Parikshit in haste threw a dead snake around the neck of the sage and left. The sage’s son Sringi who returned to the ashram later noticed the snake, was infuriated and cursed that whoever had committed this heinous act will die by bite of the celestial snake Thakshaka in 7 days.
This Sringi informed his father once he arose from meditation. Shamika Maharishi was most displeased and sent this sad message to king Parikshit as he felt it’s his right to know that is death is nearing. King Parikshit on hearing this news was overwhelmed to realize that in this world of uncertainties, he is sure of at least one thing that he die only the 7th day and never before. So he made his son ascend the throne and take care of the kingdom while he could retire to the banks of the holy Ganges and contemplate on the supreme.
As he went to the Ganges, Sri Suka the divine son of Sri Veda Vyasa came and enquired king Parikshit. On hearing about his curse, Sri Suka decided to recite the Srimad Bhagavatham in 7days to king Parikshit. Several other sages congregated to listen to the Srimad Bhagavatha from the divine Sage Suka.
Srimad Bhagavatham is comprised of 12 cantos with 18000 slokas.
Sage Suka recited the slokas in each canto. The first canto is how Kunti extols Bhagavan Sri Krishna and how Beeshmacharya extols Sri Krishna. The second Canto provides insights on the creation of the universe. The third Canto is about the avatar of Lord as Kapila who preached his own mother on liberation. Fourth Canto explains the way to lead life with Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha.
The fifth Canto is the story of Jadabaratha. The sixth and middle canto in Srimad Bhagavatham is the story of Ajamila which shows the Lords compassion. The seventh Canto is about the great bhagavatha Sri Prahalad. The eighth Canto is on the elephant Gajendra moksham and also the avatharams of the Lord as Vamana. The ninth Canto is the story of Lord Rama. Finally in the 10th Canto Sri Suka recites just 10 slokas on Lord Sri Krishna. Now king Parikshit is so disappointed. He has been listening to the Bhagavatham for the fast 5 days eagerly waiting to hear about his maternal grandfather and the supreme personality Sri Krishna. Until this moment Sage Suka addressed king Parikshit as ‘Rajanu’ but now seeing his earnest longing to listen more on Lord Sri Krishna he starts to address him as ‘Raja Rishi’. Meaning that he has developed a liking to the stories of the divine and hence he a Raja or a king among Rishis.
Now he explains in detail the birth and leela of Lord Sri Krishna. When Bhooma devi in the form of a Cow came to Lord Bhrama to save her from the burden from all the evil forces causing atrocities on earth, Lord Bhrama and all the devas along with Bhooma devi go to Lord Hari to protect them. So the Lord decided or made sankalpa to take birth as Sri Krishna in yadhu kula.
Thus in the avatar as Sri Krishna, the Lord descended with his entire prowess. The Supreme truth which the Vedas could not understand, the supreme truth that is in the heart of hearts, thoughts of all thoughts, who resides in the smallest atom to the largest star, the unborn is now born!!!
Thus the Bhagavatha parayana was performed, reading about the birth of Lord Sri Krishna. We also listened to the parayanam of the divine Venu Geetham. Everyone joined in reciting the most beautiful sloka ‘Barhapedam’
Our satsang closed with nama sankeertham and distribution of prasad
Happy Birthday Gokul!
Friday, August 07, 2009
Janmastami 2009 !!!
Recollecting the days back at home, when little feet like symbols are made from the entrance of the house to the pooja room resembling kutti krishna's feet :) These symbols are made from rice flour. As you follow the little feet you'll enter a pooja room filled with pleasant fragrance of agarbathi which is overridden by the appetizing fragrance of cheedai's, thattai's and muruku's
This year I intend to relive those days from my aan in chennai here in an altamonte apartment. To setup the stage for the Janmastami celebrations, stock up on Rice flour, jaggery, copara (dried coconut), urad dal, channa dal, besan flour, potu kadalai maavu, aval, coconut, cumin seeds, red chilly powder, sesame seeds, cardamom, oil, ghee and butter.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Chronicles of wellbeing - Part 1
We require at least 50 gm of protein per day. Here’s a list of protein counter in several Indian recipes.

1. A cup of Indian dal - 15 gm
2. A cup of sprouted dal - 20 gm
3. A cup of nuts - 20 gm
4. A cup of milk - 9 gm
5. A cup of yogurt/curd - 9 gm
6. A slice of wheat bread - 5 gm7. A slice of cheese - 4 gm
8. A bowl of veggie soup - 5 gm
9. 2 Roti's (with soyflour) - 5 gm
10. 2 Adai's - 8 gm
11. A cup of paneer - 25 gm

A cup of Quinoa - 6.2 mg
A cup of Rajma dal - 5.2 mg

Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Nama Anubhava
We have satsangs at home on every Sunday and on one Sunday the 11th of January 2009 we were invited by a colleague (I’ll call him Mr.G) to conduct a satsang at his house at 7:00 pm. The community where he resides is just 3 miles away. This is what happened on that Sunday, as usual we started our first satsang session at our home at 4:30 pm. Until 4:45 nobody arrived and finally one member showed up with his daughter. So we continued the satsang and talks with him and his daughter until 5.15 pm. And the end we gave them oranges as Prasad.
After they left, we were getting ready for the second satsang at 6:00 pm and also the satsang at Mr.G's house.
A new member was expected to join our 6:00 pm satsang. At 5 mins to 6:00 she called us from a public telephone system asking for the routes as she was lost. My husband asked her to wait at the shopping complex from where she was calling and suggested that he would come and pick her up as it was only a 5 minute drive from our house. Now as I was chanting the Hare Rama maha mantra and waiting for this one member and my husband to arrive soon, the phone rang. That was strange, we generally mute all the Land line phones and mobile phones once the satsang starts, but since it was getting delayed today we had forgotten about it. It did not strike me that it could be the satsang member or my husband from the shopping complex trying to find each other or something. But anyways it was neither of them, but another satsang member who usually turns up for the 4:30 pm satsang sessions.
Mr.A as i want to call him going forward, requested that he and his family would like to join our 6:00 pm satsang. I was overjoyed and informed him to come in as soon as possible as it was already 6:00 pm. In another 2 mins or so, my husband and Ms.C (the member who was waiting at the shopping complex) arrived while i was chanting. She was an American lady and had never been to our satsangs before, so my husband tried to explain in brief about our satsang and requested her to chant the maha mantra along with us.
As we all were chanting, Mr.A arrived with his family. We settled soon and continued with the chanting, kitans and my husband gave a talk on why we chant, the purpose of your lives and benefits of a satsang gathering. By the time we completed our last round of chanting and discussions it was 6.50 pm. Yes we will be delayed for our third satsang session at Mr.G's house. So i immediately distributed the orange Prasad to all the members. So as soon as the members left, (of course Ms.C was stating back as we were had to drop her back at the shopping complex as her car was still parked there) my husband called Mr.G and informed him that we'll be late and would arrive before
7.15 pm. So as we were gathering the kirtan materials and some satsang materials like newsletters. As we were leaving the house i grabbed the oranges basket and off we went to drop off Ms.C and rush to Mr.G's house for the satsang.
As planned we arrived at 7:15 pm and my husband explained the flow of the satsang and we all chanted and sang kirtans and he gave the same talk on purpose and benefits of nama sankirtan. It was a really intense satsang of 40 mins. Everyone was so immersed in nama sankirtans and very interactive during the discussion on why we all should gather like this once a week. We were so happy that there was at least 1 representative from each of the 5 Indian families that reside in that community. As the satsang concluded, I as usually picked up my basket to distribute the Prasad. Suddenly a thought struck me, "Did I check if I have enough fruits for everybody in this satsang?" I did not want any member to go back home without Prasad. I was chanting the maha mantra and started distributing the Prasad, to my delight (as no one including my husband was aware of what was going on in my mind) there were 8 members for the satsang and exactly 8 oranges in my basket.
I would not overlook this as mere coincidence...
Monday, September 01, 2008
New York (December 2007)
Chicago (May 17 - 18th 2008)
A typical city, lots of life in the downtown area, look alike to gotham city.
Fasinating sculptures, skyscrapes, the Michigan Lake, Navy Pier, Honorary Swami Vivekananda way, Buckingham look alike fountain, Sears tower, Hancock observatry, house of blues, open air theatre, Millenium fountain are some of the places I remember from my visit to Chicago.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Sunday, December 23, 2007
River Cruise


